Bursting at the Seams ~ A Super-Size Update!
Hellooooo! I am writing to you loose and free ~ from my magical window seat which has been energetically charged and blessed. Annnd I have a magical little tale to share about Confirmation & Circulation:
One day last week during a painting fever ~ I stopped dead in my tracks and looked up. The overhead fan in my studio had suddenly-magically-serendipitously started working after being on hiatus for over a year!! It's blessing me with it's great power of Circulation ~ on many levels. It's amazing how this massive sign appears after days and days of blissful fervour in paint land. The fan just starts swirling around, so matter-of-factly, it was humorous. Oh why, helllloooo there fan! So happy to seeeee you again. The fan just grins. Well alright then, lets get to circulatin' (~.+)
So with my dear-fan in tow cooling me out as I dance like no ones watching ~ I've been pumping Bjork Radio ~ moving with my art and bursting out new paintings left and right. I am riding the magnificent wave of inspiration and its electric ~ because I'm fixing year long broken fans with it. Did you know I was a Magician Painting Electrician? *Wink-Wink*. . . I also make huge bass fish jump into fishing boats! True story for another time. It's all about the power of our thoughts, really.
In the outer-world I've been swirrrrsshhh ~ struggling with words and sentences, while this brain-state of colorful mish-mashing has taken over me entirely. I am still able to write my thoughts, but having a conversation? Out loud? Not so smooth lately. I have been truly reveling in this process of being in my deep inner-realm ~ I am in it ~ all in it.
In my paint and life. I am. Listening. Deeply. Witnessing. Invisible forces take over. My guides revealing themselves louder than ever. Dreams and waking puzzles. Piecing together. It's all so deep-wide-never-ending. Forgiving and whole-hearted. Blissfully nakedly human. Getting out of the way.
I must also confess I've been keeping a bit of mystery about some things I'm working on ~ as they cauldron and stew. They've been shuffling around my heart and head, bubbling ever largely. Coaxing me to catch and release, to let go, out there into the wild-blissful-yonder. My heart ((( swims in these rushes ))) and the mere thought as I type this. About to jump out of a plane at 11k feet kind of rush (YESSSS ~ I did that & still need to share my video with you!!)
Although it's not quite finished yet, it continues to morph and deepen. I wanted to share this bubbling with you, so I'm no longer toiling away at it with very few knowers of just how pregnant and out to sea I am.
This venture I'm working on is much like my painting process ~ underlayers, sand-downs, and restarts ~ until finally the effortless process circulates through my veins. A-ha! You know when you've locked into that effortless thing, right? Suddenly you're standing there and this wave of dejavu hits you ~ and you're like WOW, this all feels sooo right on, so --- whats the word? Effortless. Everywhere you go, feels like a movie you've seen before. Hey! You look familiar ~ don't I know you??!!
Welcome to Effortlessville. If you blink, you might miss it.
Thats where it's at for me, thats when I know. Two ginormous things I'll share soon enough (and perhaps a 3rd! 4th!) I'm just shaping, shifting, and listening... Letting it grow.
Last but certainly not least ~ ~ ~ The Paint Your Story course by Mindy has been truly a magnificent recharge. It has stirred my soul beyond all measure and reason. I highly recommend it to all!! She just unleashed her Work-at-Your-Own-Pace portion! Go out and grab it!
A Big Love to You
& This Wild Galaxy Too,
Carissa